this was written with billie eilish in mind. like shes just so cool and im so mad that i just have to watch her be the coolest and ill never be able to hangout with her. also ariana grande is cool and i wish we could be friends
it feels so weird being a “fan” of someone and they don’t know u exist. like i can be an obsessive fan of fictional characters and not feel bad about it (*cough*evangelion) but with actual celebrities it just makes me feel odd... like thats a *real person*. i don’t worship anyone but like, i just wish they weren’t famous and instead they were my friend??? and like seeing interviews and stuff you start to feel like you ‘know’ them at least a LITTLE but they don’t know you at all???? but i just wanna exist in a parallel universe where billie eilish is my cool friend. sorry this is cringe its almost 4am anyway gn
